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 THE LAKE OF SORROW.
 
 
FOR three days Fionn had held a big feast 
at the Hill of Allen, but now the last of his 
guests had departed; and on this hot June 
night, as he lay on the cool grass under the 
wide-spreading chestnut tree, he thought how 
good and sweet the earth was after the heat 
and gaiety of the day. In quiet contentment 
he stretched his arms out over the grass, 
and turned his face upwards, so that he could 
see, through the trembling leaves above him, 
occasional glimpses of a brilliant moon circling 
through the heavens; and could feel, as the 
little breezes swept through the trees, the 
fading chestnut blooms fall softly on his face. His famous hound, Bran, lay by his side, 
but suddenly she lifted her head slightly from 
her paws, and growled. Fionn lazily raised 
himself on one elbow, and looked round; but 
seeing nothing, resumed his former position. 
After a minute Bran growled again, a low, 
vicious growl, which caused Fionn to sit upright, 
for he knew she would not growl in 
such a manner unless some one or something 
strange was near. Then, where the moonbeams 
made a pathway on the grass, Fionn 
saw coming towards him two fair young girls, 
their dresses shimmering like rainbow mist in 
the silver moonlight, and as they came nearer 
he rose to receive and welcome them. They 
were strange to him, and he thought they had 
either wandered from their road, or were looking 
for some of his people.
 "Are you seeking some one, fair maidens?" 
he inquired, after greeting them. "If it is 
any of the women of my household, I will 
have them roused; for, the hour being late, 
they have retired."
 "It is not your women we seek, but you, 
Fionn," said one of them, a fair-haired, blue-eyed 
girl, who appeared to be the elder of 
the two, "and we have travelled a long way 
to find you."
 "In what way can I serve you?" asked
Fionn. "Is there any injustice you wish 
me to set right, or have you a wrong to be 
avenged?"
 "For neither of these things have we sought 
you," answered the girl who had spoken before. 
"In our distant home we heard that in everything 
you were the best of all men in Ireland, 
and leaving our kinsfolk we have come to 
offer you our love." Then, turning to the 
girl at her side, who had brown hair, and eyes, 
Fionn thought, like the gentle and faithful 
eyes of Bran, she continued: "This is my 
sister Aina, and I am Miluchra, both of us 
daughters to Cuillean of Cooalney, who is a 
prince of the Tuatha de Danann. Choose 
now whether you will accept the love of 
myself or my sister."
 Fionn was naturally embarrassed. He did 
not particularly want a wife just then; but 
if he had to choose he preferred Aina, the 
brown-haired, quiet girl who had not yet 
spoken to him. Miluchra, he thought, had 
a tongue which moved a trifle too readily, 
and he did not care for women who were 
always talking. He hesitated, wondering how 
he could frame his refusal in words least dis- 
courteous. At length he said:
 "It is not customary for we of the Fianna 
to take women of the Tuatha de Danann for 
wives, nor do I think you would be happy 
separated from your kinsfolk. When I wed 
it must be among my own people."
 "Think again, Fionn, before you reject our 
love," said Miluchra; "and remember it is 
better for you to have the friendship of the 
Sidhe than their enmity. I can offer you, 
too, unbounded wealth and power."
 "Power I have already, and riches enough 
for my needs," Fionn answered.
 Then for the first time Aina spoke to him:
 "I will give you strong sons to bear your 
name, and as long as I am with you grey 
old age shall never touch you," she promised, 
not knowing the wicked depths of her sister's 
mind.
 Fionn's determination not to marry one of 
the faery race wavered as he looked in Aina's 
soft brown eyes, and, though he felt that by 
choosing Aina he would probably rouse her 
sister's enmity, he said:
 "For your sake I will break through old 
customs, and I choose you, Aina, to be my 
wife."
 When Miluchra heard his decision her 
blue eyes grew hard and steel-like with jealous 
rage, and she went away, vowing vengeance 
on Fionn for his refusal of her love. For 
a long time she meditated on the form her 
revenge should take, then one day she called 
her kinsfolk together, and asked them to make 
her a magic lake on the mountain called Slieve 
Gullion—a lake that would take youth and 
strength from whoever entered its water.
 The weeks passed by, and one autumn day 
it happened that Fionn was alone on the plain 
of Allen. Suddenly a fawn darted out from 
the wood a short distance away, and Fionn, 
calling Bran and Sgeolan to him, started in 
pursuit. Northwards the fawn fled, but all 
through the long chase Fionn and his dogs 
kept it in sight. At length they came to 
Slieve Gullion, and the fawn, with its pursuers 
close on it now, steadily mounted the hillside; 
but, as they were passing through a dense 
thicket of tall-growing bracken, the fawn 
disappeared, nor could the dogs pick up its 
trail or scent it in any direction.
 While his hounds nosed round, Fionn 
walked to the top of the mountain, and came 
to a lovely little lake, on the brink of which 
sat a young girl who wept and looked sorrowfully into the water.
 "What ails you, maiden," asked Fionn, 
"that you weep and are sorrowful?"
 "A most beautiful ring I had," she answered, 
"a ring with shining purple stones 
in it, and as I bathed in the lake it slipped 
from my finger. I put you under geasa, O 
Fian-chief—for I know well you are Fionn—to recover it for me."
 "If it is only a ring you sorrow for," said 
Fionn, "I will give you several to make up 
for its loss." He did not like being put under 
geasa for such a trivial thing as this seemed 
to him; for being under "geasa" meant that 
he could not refuse this request without his 
fame and honour suffering.
 "If you gave me the hundred best rings in 
the world they would not be dear to me as 
my own ring is," the girl answered; "and if 
you refuse my request I will proclaim throughout 
Ireland that the Fian-chief has neither 
honour nor chivalry."
 Without saying another word, Fionn placed 
his weapons carefully on the shore, and slipping 
out of his clothes dived into the lake and 
searched until he discovered the ring lying on 
some sand. He held it out to the girl who, 
laughing maliciously, snatched it from him, 
and springing into the lake disappeared without 
even giving Fionn a word of thanks.
 Fionn was astonished at this proceeding, 
but he thought to himself, "Well, there's no 
accounting for the ways of women," and waded 
to the shore. He began to walk towards his 
clothes, but suddenly felt so weak and weary 
and old that he had to sit down. When he 
tried to rise he found he could not, for crooked 
old age had come swiftly upon him; so on his 
hands and knees he crawled to his clothes, 
and wrapping his cloak round him lay down 
on the grass, wondering what evil thing had 
befallen him.
 Bran and Sgeolan ran up then, panting and 
thirsty, and after drinking from the lake 
sniffed round Fionn, but, not recognizing 
either him or his voice, ran off again.
 Some time afterwards Caeilté mac Ronan, 
with a number of Fians, arrived at the lake-side. 
On hearing that Fionn had started out by 
himself, they followed and had tracked him as 
far as the lake. There all trace of him ceased, 
but seeing the feeble old man lying there, 
Caeilté questioned him.
 "Have you seen a fawn pass along here," 
he asked, "followed by a hunter of very 
noble and warlike appearance, and two swift 
hounds?"
 "I saw them, O warrior, and it is but a 
short time since the hounds drank at the 
water there and ran down the hillside," 
answered the old man in a quavering voice.
 On hearing this, Caeilté with his companions 
departed, and Fionn sorrowed exceedingly as 
the sound of their voices died away. It was as 
inconceivable to him that his dearest friends 
did not know him, nor did he like to reveal to 
them that he was Fionn, the foremost champion 
of Ireland.
 The dark hours of the night passed on, and 
Fionn shivered as the chill autumnal dews 
dropped on his weak and helpless limbs. He 
thought how the poor and the old must suffer, 
without warmth or comfort, and welcomed 
the dawn and sunrise more eagerly than he 
ever had before; then on his ears fell the 
sound of men's voices shouting and calling, 
and the barking of many dogs. Nearer and 
nearer the sound came; a minute or two later 
his son Oisin, and Oscur the son of Oisin, 
with Caeilté and Conan mac Morna and a 
great band of the Fianna Eireann, came over 
the hill-top to him.
 "Old man," said Caeilté, "has the warrior 
that I questioned you about yesterday passed 
by here since?"
 "That is my father's cloak you are wrapped 
in," cried Oisin hastily, before the old man 
could speak. "How did you get it? And 
tell us the truth about it, or death will soon 
be your portion."
 "Alas ! "exclaimed Fionn, "that my own 
son should not know me."
 They all stared at the old man in amazement, 
and Fionn then began to relate the 
story of his adventures to the Fians. When 
he had ended they cried three loud cries of 
woe, and at the sound the fox hurried back 
to his earth, the badger to his hole, and the 
affrighted birds flew to their nests, and to this 
day the lake is called the Lake of Sorrow.
 Fat, bald Conan mac Morna, when he saw 
Fionn lying there helpless, thought that now 
he would take vengeance on Fionn for all the 
gibes and sneers the Fians had treated him to. 
So stepping up to Fionn he began to abuse 
him.
 "All the time I have been with the Fianna 
you never praised me or my brave deeds," he 
said, "and much it pleases me to see you 
lying there, for now I can cut off your head. 
The only grief I have is that all your Fians 
are not in the same state you are; if they 
were, my sword should run red in their blood."
 In great indignation Oscur turned on 
Conan.
 "Long have I known that there is neither 
sense nor shame in that bald head of yours," 
he said; "but not till now did I believe that
one of the Clan Morna possessed the cowardice 
and meanness you have shown. For your 
threats to our chief I will deal with you so 
hardly that from now till the day of your 
death you shall speak no more evil words," 
and clenching his fists tightly he rushed at 
Conan.
 But Conan, hearing Oscur speak in such a 
furious manner, sheltered himself at the back 
of the Fians, crying:
 "Oh, save me from that terrible man, for 
he has a woeful temper and a very strong 
arm!" So, because his high-sounding speeches 
and queer deeds provided them with a good 
deal of amusement, they laughingly protected 
him from Oscur's wrath; for they knew that 
Conan had no power to ever injure Fionn.
 Oisin now asked his father what they could 
do to free him from this dreadful enchantment 
of old age which had come upon him.
 "Take me," said Fionn, "to the hill of 
Cuillean of Cooalney. It was his daughter 
Miluchra, sister to my own wife, who put this 
spell on me, and only Cuillean can remove it."
 The Fians made a litter of pine branches 
and soft leaves, and carried Fionn gently to 
the hill of the Sidhe, where Cuillean lived; 
but though they waited there some time no 
one came out to welcome them. Then, from 
all parts of Ireland, Oisin summoned seven 
battalions of the Fianna to him, and for three 
days and nights they laboured unceasingly at 
the hill, digging it away and tunnelling to the 
very heart of it. Then Cuillean, fearing lest 
they would level his hill-palace straight to the 
ground, came out to them, bearing in his hand 
a cup of gold, and going up to Fionn he 
asked him to drink of its contents. Fionn 
obeyed, and immediately his own shape returned 
to him, and his strength was greater 
than it had ever been before; the only thing 
which remained unchanged was his hair, which 
shone like white silver.
 There were some of the Fianna who would 
have liked to drink from the cup also, for 
Cuillean said that whoever drank from it 
would have knowledge of the future. But as 
Fionn was passing the cup to one of them it 
slipped from his hand and sank deep into the 
earth, and was never found again; only where 
it sank a many-branched tree sprang up, and 
it is said that whoever gazed on that tree in 
the morning, before breaking his fast, would 
most surely know all that would happen to 
him from that time until nightfall.
 As for Miluchra, who because of her jealous 
hatred tried to wreak such great evil on Fionn, 
neither he nor Aina ever saw her again; but 
the Lake of Sorrow still remains, and even 
to-day people say that its waters have power 
to change one's hair to silver-grey.
 
 
 Text Source:
 Russell, Violet. Heroes of the Dawn.
 New York: The Macmillan Co., 1914. 72-84.
 
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